Crap

My results.

22/36.
2B 4C 4D
Third Class.

Mom scream and yelled at me in school.

U did'nt let me attend Cheer '09 and i threw a bad temper at you the whole 2 days.
Fine. Scream & Yell at me for that.

U took away my phone & computer. U said i could'nt get out for any activities
till my next results come out. I threw a temper.
Wtf ? Fine. Take it away. I'll be what u want me to be.

I studied 24 hours. Without giving u any problems. I obeyed & hide all my emotions frm you.
So u wont get so Pissed. I did'nt ask anything frm you. I did'nt get out of the house.

I followed the skejual that u gave me which involves Studying the whole Day. I did'nt complain and just screamed when u were'nt home. And you said after coming back from my activities in school. I did'nt have to study. It wuld be tiring. Thanks a Lot.

But, after my Koko on Wednesday. I had a nap for an hour. And u started slamming my door and screaming to me why the hell was i sleeping for?
Of course , I was pissed. But.. I resisted.

U kept screaming non-stop like i was'nt a virgin anymore. I said nothing and just walked into my bathroom and washed up. U were still Yelling. The only part that hurt alot was when u said

" Why cant you be like your sister? Letitia goes to daycare after school and has tuition everyday. And she does'nt even Sleep. "

what else do you want ? If im like Letitia, i might as well take my life away.
She's 10. Im 13.
She gets a phone. Loses it. All u do is say "ok, no more phone till u want one"
She gets to watch a night movie with her friend.
Me ? I get to sit at home and study.
She goes to a party. Im at home studying.
She wants tuition, she gets it.
I want tuition, i get more nagging.

Tears are'nt gonna stop.

I might as well stop. There's so much more I'd want to pour out.
But im running out of Tissue.